i now have paper bags by my bed!

Lately i have had a lot that has been going on in my life. Taking tests, working, and trying to figure out what i'm doing for thanksgiving. It has all been pretty stressful. I figured that it would all slow down this week but i was wrong. Everything ended up caughting up to me last night. I had to take a test for my human development class but i forgot until a friend in the class reminded me. So with only five minutes to get to the testing center before it closed i scrambled to get everything i needed and booked it to the college. i made it right on time luckily, but i was shaky and nervous the entire time! Afterwards my roommate and i went to a friends house and i started breathing quite heavily so we left. Once i got home i paced around a little bit until i was no longer able to feel my hands or face. i went into my room and laid on my bed and that's when it hit me. I started to break very quickly and my entire body went numb and i hurt. my roommates came in and saw that i was struggling to breath so they sat with me and tried to talk to me but i couldn't talk. After about five minutes i was hyperventalating and i was forced to breath through a straw. i was able to get myself under control for a few minutes but when back into the quick uncontrolable breathing. this "attack" lasted for about fifteen or twenty minutes. I was able to get everything back to normal but it took about an hour for everything to be okay. So i now have officially had a panic attack and i hope that i never have one again because it was one of the scariest things that has every happened to me! That is my big event that has happened.
On a good note i have four weeks left in school and then i get to come home for christmas! yay for christmas!!